So eh.. today i've decided to create my own blog
i never liked blogging, cause like in MySpace people just don't care about you and it's way too big =3="
and this community not big and nor small =o

ahh i forgot to introduce myself lol,
my name is Zik,
and my second name(kind of like an internet name xD) is Seren
anyway when i choosed my nickname it was in Neopets when i was like 12 years old (lol x3)
and Ixy was my pet (it's my real life kitty's name too), so i called myself Seren N' Ixy, which means Serenixy lol

i started using the internet like in 2002, and it was because my school friends wanted me to go on ICQ lol
my mom didn't knew what was it, and she thought i ment IQ lol
after couple of years of wandering forums and chats i started playing games =o
and guess what.. it was an MMORPG called Maple Story
at first i seen a lot of people saying how cool it is.. but i didn't wanted to play it cause people said it was for kids (._.")
so i started playing it.. and like every kid i started asking stuff and that

at first, MMORPGs for me was like a Wonderland, a place where unoften things come and go
i smiled when i even seen a monster or when i met a new friend =3
i never thought ill quit Maple Story, but then i didn't even knew it was an MMORPG and theres such games
i don't know why,
but i really wanted to hack, i wanted to level up even that i didn't care about it, and only cared about my friends
it was like "The one and only chance", so i started hacking =(
i felt like i ruined my dreams, seeing it all
and then.. i quited!
and i swore NEVER to hack again, for the community sake, and for mine too.

then for some reason, i started playing MMORPGS and quited so fast, i don't know why
sometimes i think its because i don't have any friends to play with
i feel like i don't have the tools to meet people anymore =(
from now on i like playing easy games, games that you don't have to play a day just to level up
games that is community friendly, games that have those small features that can make the game big

after i left Maple Story, Trickster Online just came out
and lucky me, i found it right on the first day of its Closed Beta,
it was the most friendly game i ever saw, i felt like i was small again playing Maple Story
but soon it vanished too, and i didn't had anymore friends
i'm still playing trickster, but i feel like i'm about to quit

after i left Trickster, i went to a lot of other games to find "My Dream Game"
i searched there, i searched here, and no use...

another game i got attached to this year was Asda Story, i don't know why
maybe its because i was in love (finally after 3 years of not being in love on the internet xD),
this game is really friendly when it comes to couples, you can find your own soulmate and fight with him
and i found out that, that stranger i just found, really cared about me.
the game Closed Beta was finished, and when it returned
there was no sign of him, not even a message.
so i didn't gave Asda more chances, even due i waited for him 1 month =(


this is all that happened to me in 2002~2007 lol
well.. mostly the important stuff =o=
i hope i didn't waste your time reading this,
maybe you liked it, or maybe you're going to call me crazy =3="

anyway, im searching for a new game now
i heard that Dream of Mirror is really friendly, but i feel lonely going there...

until next blog, Seren :p