So for the journal entry that you are all about to see, even if you pass this for any known reason, I want you to read it. I believe that what I am about to say is really important to improve maybe a lifestyle that you don’t believe is helping you. Either way, this is going to help me, get out to people how I am, why I am how I am, and how to be happy in some of the worst situations

Ok, so for those of you who know me well, you know that I am basically a happy go lucky, 5 year old kid. Basically even when something bad has happened to me, I am still happy, uplifting, and enjoy life none the less. I am caring to the fricken core, I abloslutly love making sure people are ok, making sure things are good, and so on and so on. That’s just me, but of course some people actually don’t know how to deal with a person like me because I am to “nice”, I have actually been called weird because of it. But none the less I am how I am, I am literally always happy, and well id o act likea 5 year old to, it actually makes life all the more interesting. Let me put that into prespective on how it truly does help to act like kid. Think back to when you were a kid, and remember how everything was awesome, your first toy, your first trip somewhere, just anything that made you so excited. Also remember how everything is amusing to you back at that time, even a paper airplane was like a gold mine to you…haha. So what happens if you put that into your basic aspect of your everyday life, than things will always just seem better. So that’s why ladies and gentleman, that I am little more hyper than most people, but don’t take it to harshly, or think that I am weird, I am just rying to enjoy every little aspect that happens to me daily

Now let’s move on to the aspect on why I am so happy. Your probably wondering how I am truly so happy, weather you have known me for a long time or have just recently met me, there is rarely a time that you will even see me sad. But let me tell you this, there are times when I am truly sad, depressed more likely, but whatever I still look on to the future and know things will ALWAYS get better. But at the same time let me tell you this, truthfully, I should have cracked by now, so much shit has happened throughout my life that have should of just mentally cracked. There has just been so much shit adding up that I really don’t know how I am still sane sometimes. Maybe it’s just how I view things that keeps me going sometimes. So lets look at the aspects that keep me happy almost all the time. First off, always remember that things will always get better, no matter what kind of hell you have been through…things will always get better, I have been through some serious hell, so I know this one works really well. If you are able to realize this than almost anything that originally made you sad…will just be gone. Second, always care for people, and than let them help you when you need something. Let me tell, looking out for people, and caring for them is one of the best feelings in the world. Every time you get a hug, every time some makes sure your ok, your friends always being there, every aspect, love people and let them love you. Step 3 act like a kid, I have already stepped on this, but the point is simple act like a kid, and almost everything is better. Step 4, be observant to things around you, this sort of goes along with the whole care for people thing, but notice things that make you happy, flowers, people being happy, the sky, water, anything, and in the long wrong that will make your day absolutely better. Step 5, enjoy the little things, anything from pictures, to yearbooks, that remind you of important people or happy memooory’s, cherish those forever cause in the long run they will help keep you sane, keep you happy, and make this all the more enjoyable.

Ok so on to the next part, one of the main reasons I am doing this, is to help you stay happy in even the worst situations. Look we have all been through some serious crap, have been depressed, but do we all know how to keep are selves happy in those terrible times. It is actually truly important that you keep yourselves happy in those times, cause you never know what else van come up and hit you in the back. So here are the basics on what to do in some of the worst situations

Don’t let the stupid things get you down. There are a lot of things that happen in every day life that upset people that I actually believe are stupid reasons to get upset over. One big one I believe is grades, some people get so upset over them, that it actually ruins there day cause they might of gotten a bad grade on a test or in fact there average is low for the week. Try not to fret over grades, I know they are important, but they aren’t the end of the world. Other things along the line, people spreading rumors, being made fun of, hearing nasty things about people that you know arrn’t true, so on and so on…..such stupid little tings that cause a huge rucuss. You know how you are, and you know how your friends and other people are…don’t listen to people who have no idea what they are talking about.

“I’ll never give up, never give in, won’t stop believeing cause im gonna win, assemble my soul, before I get old, cause there may be more tomorrow. There is no limit to what can done, climbing the mountain with power so strong, dusty roads, down the way, leaving the future behind me.”

Death…we have all faced, some more than others, but let me share a little story with you before. Throughout my life I have been to a total of about 13 funerals, 8 of which have been close family members. Most have happened when I was young so I am fortunate to not have had to deal with most of them, but some have been more recent, and they are implanted in your brain like hell. Most of the reasons they have died have ranged from anything from heart disease to cancer, and it’s no fun going to those. I am well aware there is no way to not be sad at these, it’s impossible to avoid, but here is a simple way to try and get yourself less affected by it quicker. As your there, don’t look at the sadness that is affecting everyone, only remember the good times you had with that person, and all the aspects of why you loved tem, or why people loved them for that matter. Try not to think about death at all, I know it’s hard, but try to preserve the fact that there a bunch of important people there that are still alive and might be important to you. So if you look at that, life seems a little easier, and it definently seems to help people cope with it

“Life is short, so learn from your mistakes, but stand behind, the choices that you make”

I won’t even try and touch on the whole boyfriend and girlfriend issue, to many problems that go into that…lol, but try and remember this, a friendship will always be more important.

Really at the moment I can’t think of any situation that is truly horrible..but now lets go to my final rant

Alright people, id like to end this with just a little talk about life, and why it is important that you are constently happy in even the worst situations. Really that’s been the meaning of this whole thing, but knowing me I am not a good writer, I havn’t written about every aspect that I truly wanted to so im going to try this one last time…in an own personal rant. First off id like to say thank you to all of my friends. You have been there for me in the worst of times, and I have been there for you as much as I can. I’d like everyone to know no matter how long I have known you, that you are important to me, what happens to you on a daily basis is important to me, and just everything that makes you my friend is important to me. Remember people, friends are the most important thing that can come in your life, you share everything that happens with them, you have many experiences with them, they are your every personality. If you can’t be happy about some things, remember all the good times you have had with your friends, remember every aspect of the moment, and maybe than will you smile. Learn to love people for who they are, and not what you think they are, you can’t judge someone by first impressions, what they look like, or anything of that matter. You have to treat everyone like you would to your best friends, or anyone in general really, in the end showing them kindness, well you might have just helped there day along as well. If things in life aren’t the same anymore…thatn look at it as thouh you were a kid again…I swear it will really help, it really does make things more interstings. Truly to be happy you must remember one thing, there will always be better times, and remember you only live once, so cherish it evry aspect of it, and enjoy life to it’s full.

I hope this helps out some of you, and of course, this did almost turn out a little random minded… but I tried, id like your feedback on this if you all have time

~Stephan~