I first must apologize that I have not written an article or a review recently.  I have been very busy lately and for some reason I have not been able to squander up the patience to write a good review.  I also really have not had the time, and I have also been really exhausted.  Now to add to it, I guess I am stressed as well.

I guess I should explain...

This year Has not really been a good year for me.  I have been going to Keuka college to study Sociology and Psychology the past 2 years, but I really have not been doing well.  I can't seem to grasp a hold of time management.  No, I did not party or anything like that, I just was not able to grasp on the right way to handle free time.  While your in high school, it's like a full time job everyday.  You go to school, Have a set schedule all day, and your there pretty much all day.  College is totally different.  You might have 2 - 3 classes a day ranging from an hour and a half to 55 minutes, and than the rest of the day is yours.  So you are basically asking yourself, what should I be doing? Should I do work or go have fun.  Alot of the time you find yourself contradicting yourself and maybe doing the wrong thing, hoping you can handle doing work later.  Either way, I never grasped a sense of how to handle that.  From there, basically I just screwed up and did bad.

So now, I am at homee for the year.  Sure, in retrospect, it's not a terrible thing. It's really just stressing me out.  Maybe in the end after all this is over, I will be glad I did this, but you never know.  It's hard to leave a place where you have alot of connections, even it is only for a year.  That being said, I also have a terrible job.  Running and terminating network cabels sucks.  Id almost rather be back working at mc-donalds.  So now im looking for a new job in the process as well, probably something working with kids again, because the camp councelor job was amaing.  I could not have asked for a better job, I was so happy. So yah that's basically it.  I am also taking a few classes here and there to boost my gpa up so im in better standing when I go back.

Alrigght, to sum things up if you can't understand my rant above, is that I work full time, go to school part time, and than head back to a 4 year college next year.  Hopefully things work out, but as of now I am really stressed out and probzably a little depressed.  College has started for my school, and I know I should be there.  It just hurts that I am not, and I am not with my friends.  Sure I can visit, but it's not the same.  Being at home is also stressful, I love my family, but I also can't stand them.  And I gotta find a new job before I kill myself.

So that's really it, hopefully ill find the energy to write a review or something soon.  If you have any sugestions for me to help out my situation, feel free to let me know or contact me.

Take care,
Stephan