PPl used to say that They are in troubles. When they are hit by a nightmare, they said, why im so unfoturn. When we are sensitive , we will be sad if seeing a tragic event. When we have a hope ,and  make effort.But in the way we  achieving , there are so many block that we cant see any ways.We lost hope.what i can do ?what i can do ? Im droping from the high high building. horrible and desipair. When i got insomnia in the long dark night, struggling with nightmare,cursing my tragic life,I always recall the good memory. And then i got the hope and feel better.But when the dark night come again.....i drop and cant breath. Its a circle.

    I must break the rule. I must establish my own will.i dont want to be control by the emotion.I have a lot of thing to do. How can i do it? I m in a totally strange situiation, feeling bad......

    Things will go right when i turn out to be a robot.I dont need to consider my emotion.I can do anything to help me success ,and nothing will block on the way. It s a hard choice, but i think its worth takingi a try. To be a robot.no sensitive,but ideal.