When things come togather they create serene environments for which others come and get along I myself Live for one perpous is to help others or people for which i can feel better but the punishment of it is i can never be happy for myself or with a girl for which i am lonely but still i am becoming successful i have talked with Falkner about many future projects and objective that i can work on i will devote myself to these things so i can feel better but in truth humans can tend to be cruel and overcombing and can betray i may get tired of this but in truth i want my life to be better so i can work hard.   than I can find someone to love me only me no one but me to love the person who is me the person who i am not for looks or for the body but in heart the person who will love me for my kindness and heart but that is in the future for which now i live in sadness and so i cannot do anything right now but still i can accomplish many things if i set my mind to it but i have many doubts so i live in Japan, Tokyo watching the beautiful Sakura trees bloom and people getting married underneath them and so i look at that dazzling blue sky just to see if i can try to make my life right.

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