Ok just like the title says " How in god's name do people acucaly make it in this Mabinogi game on nexon america??!! "

 Ok first off just to note that I have one human chaarater that been rebirthed 3 times, another human that only been rebirthed once, one giant and one elf. Off and on I get in the game and then end up leaving casue I am always poor as hell, no really I never once even say more than 90k gold ever in my bank or on my charater at once. Also on the fact everything in game costs way to much compared to the dropped gold or gold from quests I basically end up losing it all on the outragious repair prices for weapons and clothing ( seeing I can never afford armor at all. ) And honestly how they hell do people get alot of gold on there?

 First off I figured well can't keep soloing casue its getting me nowheres, but there is a reason I solo alot and what mesed up is just about every time i get into a party or whatnot I get nothing out of it. That right nothing everyone else takes all the gold items and all that and won't even let me get a chance at anything. Now I know what your gonna say that find another party, well out of the 30 parties i been in I only found one witch only had one person in it that accualy was considerate to share the rest all were greedy. So now I jsut don't want ot party with anyone cause it wastes time to just get into a paarty and find out there greedy as hell.

 Second off I seee all these people with nice armor and whatnot all decked out in it, how they hell do they upkeep it with how the repair costs are in the game. I mean I can't even afford to even get the armor much less even if i saved all gold up ( witch is impossible with habing to repair my weaapon seeing that takes all my gold everytime even with blessed status on it ) for some armor I wouldn't be able to keep up reapired at all casue the costs of it.

 Also seeing I playing mostly a elf right now  why the hell do i freezze up when im gonan shoot an arrow at something its like I jstu stand there looking stupid  while the mosnter running at me  and im sitting there like tying to attack it even with the left ctrl key held down to help target it. I mean I cant even level anymore im stuck on level 27 and i see and hear of all these people at like  high levels in little to no time at all. Really what the hell do I fail that bad?

 Honestly I even wonder if i should keep playing it and not even sure now why i went back either, I get screwed by everyoen i party with, poor in game all the time, I just lost my only bow and now have no freaking weapon to rely on ( cuase elfs and swords are horrible ) and even on my rebirthed human with some crafting skills  I am still poor what even the point of trying when im always jsut in the hole. I guess maybe I should just quit and quit all online games seeing I tend to fail at everything!!!!

 Well im done and really upset at this crap

 Also a note my 3 time rebirthed charat3er is almsot a year old but in total from off and on playing I probly only played her about 5 months of that time.

Update:  Well nevermind on tips on how to make it I just decied to quit since the whole tarlach community are a bunch of a-holes and all this dam ungodly costs to repair stuff and always being poor I will jsut find a better game that acculay has a dam system thats more fun to work with instead of always being laughed at casue I seem to epic fail!