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Category: Default Posted on Feb 02, 2009 Add to Bookmark


 

 

Do you remember the first time you have watched star trek, Lord of the rings, Harry potter, X-files, superman, Spiderman, bewitched, charmed, Casper, Sabrina the teenage witch, Dracula…etc

 

How did it feel? I bet it was one of the most intriguing feelings one can experience at young age, ‘ he is flying’ , ‘she is changing her appearance’ , ‘ how can he walk on the water’, ‘ he can crash cars’!!

 

I never forget when my dad handed me ‘Alice in wonderland’ book, I used to believe everything in it, and cry why I cannot shrink like her, I also remember ‘Aladdin’ and the Jinny who could do anything for him,

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Category: Default Posted on Jan 31, 2009 Add to Bookmark

 

Before you go ahead and read this article ask your self these 3 questions:- 1- Am I being obsessed with something?2- Does it affect my image/ personal growth/ life style?3- How can I identify what's good for me? Well we are all gathered here because we all have one thing in common, our 'passion for games' the fact that every ounce of our soul moves when we see better graphics, enhanced system tool, energizing music, a brutally murdering weapon or a turbo charged armor set. We are all gathered despite our age, gender, educational background here to play and talk about games.  You might ask what this has to do with the subject, and let me tell you it does a lot. When something you love so much turns into obsession, it no longer becomes 'good' for you. I learned this the hard way, now you have to differentiate between obsession and love. If your wife caught you at night playing metal gear solid instead of sleeping to wake up fresh for  work , then this is Obsession not love.
 If your dad comes and tells you why did you spend all your credit card on Payable games when the initial purpose was to provide you the steady

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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 30, 2009 Add to Bookmark

 

A friend yesterday asked me if it's wrong to say that she is so much in love with her boyfriend that she met online. and my answer was NO.

I also spoke to a friend 3 days ago and asked him why isn't he in love, and he said it's not for me, I have other things am interested in, when I asked him  do you like art, he said Yes I love it, but I am bad at it, so am focusing on 3d modelling.

Why do we give a

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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 18, 2009 Add to Bookmark

If you are one of those close to me you will probably know that my ultimate dream since I was 8 or younger was to live in Japan.

The first time I was exposed to the word Japan was from a magazine about electronic products my dad brought to our house because he was keen to make me interested and my brother about the concept behind these video games that we are playing which belongs to a Japanese manufacturer.

My dad is an Engineer and so he has a great interest in electronics and technology. I grew up so attached to the electronic world, I used to go in a lucid dreams of me having a house fully functioning with a button from my remote control, I used to absorb and le

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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 17, 2009 Add to Bookmark

Have you?

I haven't ..and I want to see it alllll....

There is a book am reading that says 10 places you must visit before you die..and ahmmmm...I hope I can do it! am so excited and open to life.. I want to see more and more and discover new places....

If you are like me, you will feel the song :)

 

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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 13, 2009 Add to Bookmark



I tried to look for a song
to show the way I feel
but I have dedicated
 way so many songs to you
and yet each time I listen
to a new beautiful love song
the feelings appear
as if they are brand new
sometimes I sit alone
and I wonder who I am
like I don't belong to this place
the thoughts just start to race
and I wonder if I should
send you another love song
or write you a poem like this one
or hide the way I feel
but you know me better baby
and you know who I am
I can't hide the way I feel
I m in a world I no longer fear
I cannot be perfect
or patient all the time
so I start to ask questions
I don't need an answer for
Do you think of me too?
Do you miss me like I do?
Do you sit inside your room
and wish I was next to you?
do you wish to hold me tight?
and don't want me out of your sight?
Do you feel with me life is prettier?
and through my eyes the day is bright?
Do you love the way you feel?
when you say the words in you head
or do you prefer to keep them unsaid?
I can't explain the way I feel
or why my heart just suddenly beat
or why I would love to hear anything you say
even if your niece has made a mess
or if your mom went to
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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 13, 2009 Add to Bookmark

Can you live with the thought, that my dreams will never be the same, when we meet for the first time, and how it will all turn? My heart will never beat the same, my eyes will never see the same, and every single minute of the hour. Will remind his presence.

My darkest fears will spill from my tongue, how he can satisfy the fire without being consumed, fight the fears to only tell the world, that we are not a lie.
Can our love be without a second thought?

I know how you taste before I even sense it.
You will never be a fading embrace

I know you’re true

I know your smell

I feel your touch

I feel your words

Locked within my head
"Noah" racing through my thoughts

In the smile that rides

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Category: Personal Posted on Jan 13, 2009 Add to Bookmark

 

We grow stronger
The dreams
Could it mean
That you and I
We may still meet
Before I leave this world
Before I take a new life
Could you still be the one
As I am of you

is it my destiney to hold you ?
am I supposed to be able to control
Whispering sweetly that we are meeting
Between the worlds
The only place we can be
Is it wrong of me to think
That I could never take you away from happiness
But I still selfishly want you
I can't change
But I sure wish I could
I can find others
But they can't replace you

I simply don't need to

because your enough
They can't seem to mend the void
That our hearts have left in my soul
Your sweet smile haunts me
And only grows sweeter in every passing nightmare
I could kill for you
Bend and break wills
For you
But I could never forget you
If all else fails
I wish I could merely hold you
Holding close
I will clutch these dreams
A testiment to my dedication
I will hold them
I wish they were really you
Tenderly breathing in my arms
Telling me you love me too

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Category: Default Posted on Jan 12, 2009 Add to Bookmark

His long, lean face wrinkled as he leaned over and shot from his mouth foul spittle left from his chewing tobacco. The man smelt of sweat, horse and the open range with a rather battered felt cowboy hat perched upon his head. Worn and tattered clothes hung loosely on his lanky body. He was a homely looking man with sandy colored hair that had a slight wave to it leaving a clumped mess to fall to his shoulders. His hazel eyes seemed vacant and lost.            The lone man pulled the remaining chew from his mouth, stuffing it into a small tin can. He then reached for his saddle bag that still clung to his worn saddle. From there he pulled the instrument that gave him his name: a harmonica. The finely crafted metal glimmered in the light from the small campfire and the sound that resonated when the man put it to his lips was like that of a beautiful song bird. The lonely twang rang through the prairie lands like a lost lovebird calling to its mate.            The lone man did not stir, but kept playing his harmonica as the stranger’s companions rode up behind him. 

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