During this the Spring Festival, I came back , my mother told me that i should take some certificates for the furture. Yes , i think so. The certificate is necessary for everyone in the sociaty. For my own part, If i lose my current job, the certificate will keep me confident for the next job.

I find many spare-time schools, the only problem is that all the schools are start their classes at 7pm, but my working hours is persist for 6:30pm. shit. I want to learn Japanse or Business English. Both are my favorites.

I like my current job, it improves my English. I like write news by myself instead depend on translator. But the situation is not optimistic, maybe i will consider another English-rated job. I will find a work which ended 5:30pm everyday, then i can go to share-time school.

Today, I read a story. In the story, a boy gave up swimming although he was good at it. He said to his mother: "It's like anything else,  No matter how good at it you are, if it stops being fun, you won't want to do it anymore." I admired his courage to give up what he has. I don't know what was I really want to get now. Maybe whenI learn more, I can understand. Better late than never.

Always heaven is a place nearby, So I wont be so far away, And if you try and look for me, Maybe you will find me someday.

Today, I heard this song all the day. It's a sorrowful song, but I like it. I don't know why i like it so much, but when i heard it, i feel so calm.

The song reminds me of a lot of things before. I haven't recalled it for a long time, at least, one year. I thought I have already forgotten it.

Many years has past, now when I recalled it, I wasn't cry and obsessed. Even I still remembered my monther's tear, my friend's tear, I was calm. Time is a magic.

I can remember all the scenes at that time, except my father. Where was he? Was he so angry that no longer willing to see me?

At that time, if i was dead, am I in heaven now? Just a joke. Even if I was dead, I can only became the mud or dust. There is no Heaven in this world, it just exist in fairy tales.

I have a little dream for myself. I want have a own house, a dog and a big bookshelf. I will stick my favorite posters on the wall and filled comic books with bookshelf. I have a little white dog with me. I will give my god a lovely name, and it loves me and makes me happy. If I have chances to live a better life,

These great pictures came from hello naomi’s Flickr page. She has a TON of pictures of her creations…along with a Mario set.

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong

I wanna go to a place where I can say
I've walked so long
I can't remember where was my home?