I dont remember if I typed about getting Rockband Special Bundle.  But, we got it.  Downside is, no one seemed to want to inform me that we wont get to play it until fricking Christmas.  So what the hell was the point in asking me if I wanted Guitar Hero World Tour or Rockband, going to Targets to hunt a Bundle down, knowing that it's sitting all nice and pretty in the corner of my parent's room and not get to fucking play it for another month?  WASTE OF ENERGY!  Ever since last night I was about to screech in excite me, all through today I could barely contain myself.  And then the bomb dropped oh...less than 5 minutes ago.  Im so pissed.  Its just like not having it.  No Im going to wallow in deep disappointment and down load 24 GB worth of random songs and read my gore-filled, fantasy books.

Like, my whole family and a few relations are sick from something, except me and my older sister.... I didnt even know anyone WAS sick until I got on the bus headed from home this afternoon.  I was like..waaaah?  I see no one thinks that I should know this stuff.

Im hooked on 9Dragons again...It's okay.  It passes time....

Im just sorting through randomly downloaded torrents of music, because Im sick of the 500-some I have right now.  Im also downloading Tenshi na Konamaiki...50 episodes.  That's gotta be about 10 GB at least XD  ... Well...I dont have the enthusiasm to keep typing..........

So...I have had a semi-decent MMO since WoW (that I uninstalled Monday) and my family is on the verge of getting a vulgar stream of words from their "quiet, odd, reserved" daughter.  Like really.  I can't stand it anymore.

I cant play any of the awesome-r MMOs because this shitty Intel computer doesnt have the proper equipment to play anything worth my time.

My family sucks.  I am not saying that because I want people to pity me and all that crap about being notice.  I could care less.  I just need somewhere to voice it.  No one here listens to me.  Like oh my God.  If I want to start a conversation at the dinner table, I'll be cut off mid-sentence by someone.  You do not know how frustrating it gets and how many times it will happen.  Like, Im on the verge of a "fuck-it-scapde".  An its not just that.  I want my sister to move her ass out already!!  Like, weekday mornings is becoming a real pain!  This is a normal school day routine now:

6 am:  My alarm clock rings and I lay in bed listening to Q94 until 6:30

6:30 - 6:50 am:  I finally drag myself out of bed and get

Okay, so Saturday, my dad's cousin, Aunt Ann(?) was having some sort of small family reunion for 2 relatives we dont know were in the army and they dont know their family (so how would she have known if we were related if they didnt know they were related to us?? What the hell?)  

My eldest sister and her boyfriend drove down from the Fairfax area, so we were late anyway.  My 2nd older sister went to with her kid and her boyfriend showed up for the first 15 minutes, but who gives a flying fart about him.  Then it was me, lil sis, mom, dad, and my dad's sister who we just call Sister.

To sum it all up, the was a waste of 2 hours of my life.  When me and my dad walked for to the small gathering, he said 'Hello' in 3 different ways, but they just stared.  So I stared back at all of them with a "What the fudge is wrong with you old arse people?"  This one old dude was looking at me and my family as if we were somthing that was dragged threw the mud, torched, then cut into eigths with a serrated knife then dropped on a platter for him to look at with disdain.  I so wanted to slap him out of that chair.  I&

Yeah, I am confused about P2P games and buy-to-play. (B2P??) 

So...if I bought an MMOG at say GameStop, would I still have to pay a monthly fee for that game? 
I feel like this should be a common sense question.  But I just want to be sure and have someone clear it up for me.

Yeah.  First day of part one of school is done.  Tomorrow is the second part of classes, Im more excited for this part.  Since I have to take a bus to another school.  Today was boring secretary work.  Teachers pass out syllabuses, you sign, take home, parents sign, turn it back in, blah.  Have some people I know in most of my classes, so I wont die of complete bored.

That's about it.  Oh, thank in advance for answering my question!

Since I can't play any of these new games, I guess I'll be stuck in this rut until im 18.  (599 days, 3 hours, 48 minutes and 22 secondsuntil Sunday, March 14, 2010 until I turn 18.)  Then I'll be getting a custom computer so that I can go to college and all that jazz.
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  I seriously don't think I will last in this reality.  Im just scraping by now with Mabinogi to escape, but come on.  Seriously.  I can't do it.  GD graphics card... After all these years, you just now decide to betray me...

Florensia is also blocked from me.  Sucks apples, since I've been waiting for the OB.
Sadly, Zu Online works.  Terrible game, I dont like it.

Hopefully, Q-World will work for me.  Im going continue my downloads in MMO's and Jrock.

I swear, every game that I have ever wanted to play, I always had to fight SOMETHING to get it!

Like ArchLord and SUN.  I had to get a SUN Online client to work and do a whole lot of twists and arches to get that working, even though I couldnt understand Tai or whatever language it was.   Archlord, you can read about that in one of my other posts.

Now I have an issue with Atlantica Online, and if I cant get this fixed Im going to be soooo freaking...Ill cry and wallow in self pity for weeks   and be depressed because of all of the energy and time I really put into this game...

So, my issue is that I keep getting an error message like this:  http://img134.imageshack.us/my.php?image=errorar7.png

But Im sure all my graphics cards are all updated, because I did it on the downloads page of the Atlantica site.....Wtf is a freaking shader anyway?

Don't you hate it when you find this game that you really, REALLY wanna play?  Then you looking around the website looking for the game client or a news article for its release, and find out that its coming out at the end of the month?  So, you wait out that month, and on the day of that games supposed release, the moderator of that article says, "Oh hey, fans.  Give us a few more days, and we'll have it out first quarter of next month!"

Your like, okay... I can totally wait until next week. ~Next Week~ "Hello faithful fans!  We will have the beta AUGUST 1st!  So sit tight!"  By now your pretty pissed.   Or at least I am.  This is the game, Q-World.  Delay after delay of waiting.  I know that putting a game up for all to play is not easy, but seriously.  If you KNOW that you have patches and things to put up soon, dont lie and say what the date is unless you are absolutely sure-you-would-bet-your-mama-on-it Sure that it's going to come out!  Or at least thats how I see it.  So, 20 more or so days waiting for THAT game to come out.

Next game is Atlantica Online.  I just wanted to try

So... Y'all know that Ive been focusing on ArchLord, High Street 5, and RF Online.  Well.  Things arent going well.

One of my sisters, which one, I havent found out yet, decided that it would be funny to delete my HS5 folder.  Im so pissed.  Like, Im mad beyond words.  I have done nothing to anybody in this forsaken house.  Im in my own little bubble, minding my own business, letting all the storms pass me by.  Why the HELL would ANY mess with my files!! We'll see who lives through summer.

~Cool off~

Ah, RF Online is still not operational.  Giving up on that.  I havent even been able to get to the character creation screen, and the support system is screwed.  Whatever.

Found my issue with ArchLord, I think.  Just have to finish the 300+ patches (again).  I can dig it.

Shaiya... I dont feel much like playing anymore.  Bored of it.

Time to find a new game in the mean time....