It is simply ASTOUNDING how many times my heart can be broken by this one person. Of all the times that I have cried, their words and actions cut me very deep. The pain that I feel can only be compared to the pain I felt during my father's death. It IS rude for me to say this, but what else CAN I say when I spend my days growing up only in tears around this person.
This person...where the word "hate" has been exchanged with each other. Makes you wonder why after years of living in the same place, we always ask each other why "love" is never mentioned to the other?
She tells me..."You need to love your mother or else your kids are going to end up just like you" in regards to MY children. What goes around comes around, and that's exactly what you failed to notice in our relationship.
It's funny how the heat wave of last summer made me look forward to the cold winter, and now that I've spent my days walking around campus with frozen cheeks, I'm ready for the sun to warm my face. It's one of the reasons I love spring.
Even though my body is moving through school, work, and activities throughout the winter, I feel like my mind is asleep. Perhaps it's just the gloomy sky that makes me feel like I'm sleeping. Nonetheless, I look forward to waking up and taking a deep breath of fresh air in the morning.
I'm one of those people who hate mainstream things. Twilight, Justin Bieber, and now...even Dong Bang Shin Ki (Korean boy group). They're one of those groups that girls will cry and reach their arms toward in hopes of actually touching despite being like...well...at an untouchable distance. They're good looking, talented, and make top hit songs. That I can admit, but once you see someone else turn into some kind of monster where
Is anyone else waiting for the warm weather to come around the corner? I love winter. I really do. Being able to wear cute sweater tights and boots is just one of the many reasons I love winter, teehee. However, once it snows more than twice, I am seriously craving the feel of grass. I'm sure I'll be thinking the opposite once summer rolls around. Especially after last summer's heat wave
@.@ Somehow this random memory pops up...My brother's rather LARGE friend decided to ride my tiny Barbie bicycle down the hill at an incredibly fast and unsafe speed. As he nears our mailbox, he falls over to the right and his head hits the pavement. Let's say that it wasn't all too pleasant. Despite the blood that poured down from the top of his head, the three of us proceeded to laugh. This just reminds me of how many summers I spent grass-covered, bruised, and sweaty. Even if I didn't have anyone to play with, I always found myself outside doing something that resulted in
...once again. Shall I talk about the loveliness of winter and the beauty of Christmas as I have in the past? Perhaps only briefly :P
I can't help it. I LOVE Christmas, and I LOVE winter. It is the most romantic time of the year, and even if I don't have someone to share it with on an intimate level, I can at least admire it.
In fact it finally snowed here! It was only little flurries, but...I don't give a crap! As soon as my sister-in-law and I pulled into the driveway Friday from work, we were excited by the sight of the Christmas lights up on our house. My sister-in-law was just like, "Sandy! Let's go outside and take some pictures!" We kept deleting and taking more pictures because the camera kept saying memory full...and well...we figured the memory card was full, but when I went back to look at the pictures and noticed that only 20 pictures were displayed...I finally realized that the words "Internal memory is full&qu...
It's 3 am...what could I possibly be blogging about? Oh right, random crap that bother me and hinder me from doing something productive...not like I would do anything productive even if I didn't have anything bothering me XD
~*~ Selfish Boyfriend Love Crap That You Can Simply Ignore Upon Wish ~*~
Three months....I've been with my boyfriend. What's the problem? *sighs* I still haven't publicly announced it. The only people that know are my closest friends and random strangers like...viewers and dudes on MyYearbook looking for some "treasures." My mother doesn't even know @.@ In fact, that's the number one reason why I have yet to announce it (by announcing it, I mean Facebook. Yeah, yeah. I know. Why the hell should I care about Facebook statuses? Well...it'll change his status from Single that's for sure XD)
I honestly have no idea how she will react. I'm sure she won't be too weirded out that he is from a different state...and some...
It's funny how studious and proactive I am the first two weeks of school. Why do I say that? Well...for one, I guess waking up at 7 every morning is "too difficult" for me to manage. That's a giant WTF because I woke up at 7 every friggin day in the summer. In turn, I end up missing my Math class -> my most important class because I always struggle with that class. It doesn't matter smart you are or how easy it is for you to pick up on stuff, if you do absolutely NOTHING to understand/learn the material, then there's no hope for that wonderful grade.
I'm talking about me. I could blame it on the professor for making homework quizzes worth only three points (three problems...which means 1 point each). No partial credit makes me sad T.T
Enough of my school rant. I just need to pick myself back up before I do a repeat of junior and senior year.
O.m.g. I need a bigger butt. Anyone have a problem with sitting? Your b...
I must be so boring. Bored blogger = boring blog.
I'm currently devastated. I don't have my headphones T.T No headphones + studying = impossible. I can't do anything without music. I'm going to DIE.
I will stick a fork in my chest and cover it in strawberry jam!...Wow...that was not the image I was going for XD My friend Julia used to always sign people's yearbook with a knife covered in jam to disguise the blood that was actually on it >.>
Anywho...I just realized...Why do I say anywho? Anyhoo is correct, correct? Sorry that was random. I'm trying so hard not to ramble too much. My brain jumps between thoughts so quickly.
My hopes and dreams of going to AX 2011 may flush down the toilet with the money I'm getting every week. Let's recap...I was at work for 10 hours Saturday to only make $30. Yesterday I worked for 5 hours and only made $8. $38 * 0.6 = WTF!? That's all I made this weekend XD That's going to be enough to fill up my car's...
I'm never as excited as everyone else whenever it's time to enter a new school.
Typical entrance into high school: Whoo!
My entrance into high school: Fuck. High school better give me some useful skills for college.
Typical entrance into college: OMG! College.Is.Awesome.
My entrance into college: So my classes end at 2:00 o'clock today which gives me time to go to work until 8:00 and then use the morning before my first class tomorrow to study and do homework. I currently have $200. Fuuuck I'm going to be a hobo! I need money for my future bills XD
I care too much about being old, lolz.
Hell I haven't even started college yet XD
I guess you can say I sorta have since Welcome Week started today (I did no participate), but I'm honestly missing it all for work just because I choose to. I love being busy. That isn't to say that I don't like having fun. After spending an entire summer of chillaxing, I want to keep myself useful...
*shrugs* I dunno, lol. Welcome Week starts on Monday, and I for some unknown reason am not all too excited, and I'm even considering skipping it. Weird, right? I think I've just gotten used to working now. Where do I work, you ask?
Let me ask you this...what occupation do most Vietnamese females have?
If you guessed "special service lady"...you're close. Nail technician :P
I honestly refused to work at a nail salon at first because I did not want to follow that stereotype, and I also didn't want to have to deal with communication fail among my own people. No lie. I can't even understand them half the time. Sing = sink? Yeah...really.
Anywho...it's not all that bad. Hell, I even like it now. I'm not talking about the pay either. It's really nice to talk to the customers, and I'm the kind of person that likes to please, so when I know I'm doing a good job I'm just like, "Oooh yeah."(That sounded dirty)
BTW, if any of you live a...