***Ok although the title of this might not really fit into the whole theme of the blog post here, but its really the only title I could think of. ***

 Over the whole weekend, as well as today I did alot of thinking, sadly it tends to always be negitive.  Seeing I am never really happy ( don't even remember when the last time I accualy was ) the best days I have are just a 50 50 feeling where your not upset or sad but your not happy or full of joy. Personaly things in life are just the way they are, some things I have control over some I have no control it's just upsetting when the things you have no control over hurts you more than anything thats changeable. So with this I will not say this might be my last blog post for a while  or ever becasue I am 100% sure after this I won't be posting anymore blog posts on here. How this will go is I will leave my account on the site here for about a month then after than I plan to see about deleteing my account on this site, if I can't or its not an option then it will just sit here and be a waste of space. Before though I do have something I want to post about and I will do this below.

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 Ok seeing that I tend to run to many loops in what I write to add on for bad grammer and spelling, this will be made as short as possible to help reduce the looping.

 Warning!! Things in this is very much only the stated opion of the writer not everyone will see this eye to eye. This will possibly tick loads of people off, esspecaly people who accualy fit the types said here. So if you can't honesly read something lilke this without getting offened very easy, well I warned ya!

 Ok how I ussaly can tell a real noob in shooter games. . . . . . . .

  * The room title of the game made has NO NOOBS somewheres in its title.

  * People that totaly leave out of a room becasue thier team is losing ( this is x2 more true when there is a penalty for leaveing a game before its finished. )

  * People who accuse just about anyone of cheating ( accusing of using aim bots, god modes, ect. ) and just rants in room chat at people about cheating.

  * Everyone who likes to use a whole " They don't get to play the game all day long like * Insert name here * and might have only just played in game with them less than two weeks.

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 Probly the first thing your thinking is comming in here " Oh god here is a carebear making cring posts about how PvP sucks. " Well today you lose on train of thought hahahahaha, no what I am gonna post on the blog is opion wise by me why I hate PvP in games. This is mainly things I hate about it not accualy PvP in general. Ok just to clerify something first the only real game I accualy in mmorpg's I played PvP in was Ultima Online and some RuneScape, the game after that witch really killed it for me was Counqer Online. Ok setting down here Ultima Online for its time back in the day had preety neet PvP, people will argure this yes, but I personaly feel back when UO was very popular even after trammel came around PvP was great. Also a misconcept too that people make UO didn't go downhill because of made trammel lands safe from open PvP, becasue untill starting with Age of Shadows and really going downhill around Modains lagacy while alot of hard core pkers left more came in their place after the whole trammel thing. But its the fact in the changes that got made in UO around after the Age of Shadows that started making the game suck. Only neet thing th

 It's preety simple its a opion blog ( with no guest posting enabled ) to get the differnt responses to a situation and in a sense a question alot of people might ask.

 The question is probly what alot of people ask themselfs everyday but with an added twist to it. So please if you want to give your opion about this, also note I got one rule please     DO NOT MAKE FUN OR HARASS A PERSON FOR THIER OPION, ALSO PLEASE DON'T TROLL!!!  Also keep it as clean as possible!! Anyone that breaks this will have thier response removed. Ok now on to it . . . . . . . .

 Ok lets give a situation that lets say one day you get to a point or something might happen to prevent you from ever having sex again ever, thinking of this situation what do you look for in a man/woman relationship wise?

 Note that even if you can't give an opion on having intrests without sexappeal still give a opion but try to keep it clean as possible please. This isnt no have to write a paragraph thing just submit an opion could be one sentance long or use up the whole posting allowed space you get for a post reply or heck if needed make two posts to fit it in.

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